3 words....
1. Defeated. I don't even know how to go into detail about this one. I literally feel defeated, and I dont care. (rather im trying not to) Nothing I do or say will make anything better. Its like im being kicked when im already on the ground, you just gave up and letting it come at you one after another.
2. Drained. I cannot take one more bad thing right now. The amount I cried this past week I havent cried in years...Yet one thing after another is coming at me, Im trying to dodge bullets but keep missing. It's like I can't have a breather. One thing doesnt even end before something else happens.
3. Stuck. I dont know if that is the right word or not...im actaully really pissed off (at my sister and dad) and since I dont do anger im keeping it in rather than getting through it. Also stuck because nothing is happening, still not home, still not in school. Everything that is suppose to happen for me to get there is like frozen, put on hold.
